Dear person reading this; I'm not sure many keep track of my updates, but I'm sorry it has been so long. Lately I've learned how hard life can be and I need you to know, never give up. I know I don't know you. But if you're anything like me, you hide the tears and feel alone. You are not alone. I may not know you but I promise I am here please remember that. Enjoy the post .

1. I'm here and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn't want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy.

2. It never gets any easier: people you love not being there anymore.

3. Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night's sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up, so that they can feel this way too.

4. Sometimes, there are things in our life that aren't meant to stay. Sometimes, change may not be what we want. Sometimes, change is exactly what we need. and sometimes, saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you'll ever have to do, but sometimes, saying hello again is the thing that breaks you down and makes you more vulnerable than you ever thought possible. Sometimes, change is too much to bear. but most of the time, change is the only thing saving your life.

5. Don`t give up. You may be tempted to, but don`t give up; when you`ve misplaced your hopeful dreams, dare to believe again in the impossible; catch a ray of sunshine and hold on tightly; the one who holds your hand will never let you go.

6. "We are all going, I thought, and it applies to turtles and turtlenecks, Alaska the girl and Alaska the place, because nothing can last, not even the earth itself. The Buddha said that suffering was caused by desire, we'd learned, and that the cessation of desire meant the cessation of suffering. When you stopped wishing things wouldn't fall apart, you'd stop suffering when they did."

7. To lose someone you love is to alter your life forever. You don't get over it because 'it' is the person you loved. The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes. How could it? the particularness of someone who mattered enough to grieve over is not made less by anything. This hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no one else can fit. Why would I want them to?

8. The thing about you is you’re fun, you make me laugh and you make feel more alive. Okay, you make me a little crazy sometimes, but there are these moments in my mind, crystal- clear images of you and me and that summer I can't let go, and it all makes such perfect sense.

9. Some of us are just trying to get through the day without falling apart.

10. There are times when I doubt everything. When I regret everything you've taken from me, everything I've given you, and the waste of all the time I've spent on us.

11. A piece of me is gone. I think we're made up of all these different pieces and every time someone goes, you're left with less of yourself.

12. I want to say something: I've tried to be forgiving. And yet, there were times in my life, whole years, when anger got the better of me. Ugliness turned me inside out. There was a certain satisfaction in bitterness. I courted it. It was standing outside, and I invited it in.

13. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes.

14. I tried to erase you from my head so I wouldn't miss you as much. I thought I was doing myself a favor by forgetting, but no matter what I did, who I kissed, or how hard I tried, you were my first thought each morning and the last person I wanted to talk to everynight. And that's gotta count for something.

15. You wanna know why I hate you? You broke me, you took and you took and youdidn't even think of my feelings. You didn't think about the outcome of how
this would effect me, you only thoughtabout yourself and how this would help you and do you good. You didn't take into consideration that I had neverdone that before and that it would hit me hard my first time and than you left, without a word. You don't fuck with people's feelings like this, I did not deserve to be hurt like this. no one does.

16. So tell me what your secret is to letting go, letting go like you did.

 

17. There's an old proverb that says you can't choose your family. You take what the fates hand you. And like them or not, love them or not, understand them or not, you cope. Then there's the school of thought that says the family you're born into is simply a starting point. They feed you, and clothe you, and take care of you until you're ready to go out into the world and find your tribe.

18. How come we're never happy? It was, I decided, a legitimate question. How come humans, with all their ways to make life easier, were never content? It was as if perfect happiness did not exist. Even now, as the warmth suffocated me and the cold froze me, I was proving it to myself. Just when I wanted something the most, I received it, only to realize that I had never really wanted it in the first place.

19. Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it.

20.I don't ever want to hurt you, i don't want to have to share my pain with you, more so shift it onto you. so i hold it in, and i'm sorry. i keep getting upset, and when you are there, when you try and talk to me i keep pushing you away.

21. if you are going to stay, stay forever. if you are going to leave, then do it today. if you are going to change, change for the better. and if you are going to talk, make sure you mean all that you say.

22. I love people. Everybody. I love them, I think, as a stamp collector loves his collection. Every story, every incident, every bit of conversation is raw material for me. My love's not impersonal yet not wholly subjective either. I would like to be everyone, a cripple, a dying man, a whore, and then come back to write about my thoughts, my emotions, as that person. But I am not omniscient. I have to live my life, and it is the only one I'll ever have. And you cannot regard your own life with objective curiosity all the time.

23. As if he’d never existed. What a stupid and impossible promise to make. He could steal my pictures and reclaim his gifts, but that didn’t put things back the way they’d been before I’d met him, I was changed, my insides altered almost past the point of recognition. It was a promise that he could never keep, a promise that was broken as soon as he’d made it.

24. I have learned that almost all stereotypical terms have meaning as you grow. Such as, I love you but I'm not in love with you. I understand. Jumbled words start to make more sense like, as you fall I fall with you, as you breath I breath with you. I understand. Growing up could be possibly the hardest, easiest, ugliest, most beautiful thing that can happen to a person. I'm growing up.

25. I understood that he didn't want me around anymore. But it made life seem black and white, flat and dimensional. I craved the oxygen and color he brought. He had changed life, and now it just couldn't change back.

 

 

 

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 This one is for you. This one is for the strong person reading this, and although I do not know your name, or your story, I know you can get through absolutely anything that is thrown at you. I want you to know I believe in you and I believe you are important. Enjoy the post.

1. You know I'd fall apart without you. I don't know how you do what you do. 'Cause everything that don't make sense about me, it makes sense when I'm with you. Like everything that's green, girl I need you; 'Cause it's more than one and one makes two. So put aside the math and the logic of it; You gotta know you're wanted too.
--Hunter Hayes

2. Never underestimate a girl's love for her favorite band. Never think, even for a minute, that she won't defend them to her death. Because it's not just the music that makes that band her favorite. It's the guys, it's a gals, it's the fans. People whom of which she has interacted with, thanks to the band. That band might have saved her life. Or maybe they just make her smile every day. That girl's favorite band, they've never broken her heart. They have yet to leave her. No wonder she finds such joy in her music.

3. "i'm walking away and i know she wishes i would turn back more than anything. she's going to love me her entire life and, maybe i will too. but, i'm getting on this train for the last time. she knows the distance is hard; she knows the miles are too much. i wish they weren't. but this goodbye is the last. it isn't "i'll see you soon" anymore. this is goodbye for good. will i miss her? i'll miss her always, every second i spend forgetting her and everything she meant to me. a year and a half of my life spent breathing her, and now it's hard to breathe at all. i know i'm destroying her. i doubt she's even breathing at a safe rate right now. but, my life can no longer be her. i can't pretend and i can't fight the miles any longer. she is unlike anyone, i won't deny you that. but she deserves a hero and i am not hers anymore. she'll think about me constantly and i'll ignore her. she isn't my heart anymore; she can't be. my back is probably burning itself into her memory but it's too late. though i've loved her with all i have, this is goodbye. i am leaving her empty and i wish her luck. i would die before wanting to leave her like this, but i am. odd, love is."

4. maybe there is something you are afraid to say, or someone you are afraid to love, or somewhere you are afraid to go.it is gonna hurt. it is gonna hurt because it matters.

5. let's make more "remember when..." moments

6. you could talk about anything, I'd still listen, because I love hearing your voice

 

7. She's heartbroken. Completely. She sits in her room with the music up just like every other day, and no one is aware how much she hates her life, and how many tearsshe cries. No one asks her if she's okay. No one can really see how broken she is.

8. I know that things between us are pretty much beyond repair now. And I wouldn't ever presume to try and make everything better with a conversation, so that's not what this is, but I just wanted to tell you -I just wanted to say, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the pain it caused you. But mostly, I'm sorry for my part in it. I'm sorry because I miss our friendship. And however far off it may be, I look forward to the day that we can be friends again.

9. My nerves have been shaking twenty-four seven and I've stopped trying to calm them. Nothing, and I mean nothing, seems right anymore. Each day gets more dreadful and each day I wish I wasn't here just a little more than the day before. I've been back in a corner for days and no one will pull me out. Being alone really does feel as awful as it sounds. Between the arguments and the tears, I can't hear my own thoughts anymore. I have no clue of what I want, what I need, what I should have. I miss being able to count on you.

10. Don’t you realize what you are to me, and what you’re always going to be? Everyone else is going to be second best. There’ll never be another you.

11. I never knew what I had until the first day it wasn't there.

12.I am not blind to your love for me, and i dare say that i love you with my whole heart, but i am just afraid to lose a friendship like ours.

13. I know this is hard to believe, but she cared. she cared a whole fucking lot about you. she's not perfect, she knows that, but she loved you, remember that. she still does. she probably still will, after she leaves and she goes her way, she's still gonna fucking care.

14. I don't know what its going to be like. To not be able to see you whenever I want. To have to be okay with just a phone call. I'll have to look at everyone else happy and in love, while I will have to go to sleep alone every night. I won't be able to hold your hand or study in your room. I won't be able to share everything with you. And I don't know what it will be like, but I want to find out. I would rather find out, then not have you at all.

15. I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you. I daydream about you all the time, replaying pieces of our conversation; laughing at funny things that you said. I've memorized your face. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though neither of us know what the future holds, I know one thing for sure; You're the best thing that has ever happened to me.

16. In the last few days you have made me feel alive. You've made me feel beautiful and intelligent and wanted. And no matter how hard I try, I'll never be able to tell you how much that has meant to me.

17. I'm not sure about much and I always struggle to explain the way I feel. I don't open to anyone and I keep my heart locked away. But somehow you made it leap out of my chest. Somehow you get me to tell you my deepest, darkest secrets. And somehow I might have fallen in love with you.

18. There will never be a quote that explains how much you mean to me. Never a song that truly hit's the spot. Not enough words to tell you how I feel. And not enough time to show how long I wanna be with you.

19. I can't take a day that you're not here. You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

20. I think we spend too much time wondering why we're not good enough. We waste too much time putting ourselves down, that we don't ever stop to see that we are good enough. We spend too much time with our heads down and hearts closed, and never get a chance to look up from the ground and see that the sun is shining and tomorrow is another day.

21. There are many lessons in life that only time can teach you, like how much you love someone, its nearly impossible to know that, until you spend your days without them, and then there are those lessons that you can learn only through the beating of your heart, and through feeling such strong emotions that you can barely breathe, then finally, the essence of time and the power of your heart crossing paths, and the only knowledge your left with is the realization that time is the one thing that keeps you from letting go, no, its never the embracing, or the kisses, not the laughter or the tears, only time.

22. I don't know, I mean I want to be his friend. But then again, I really don't. You know? I mean how can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them, you're thinking about how much more you really want.

23. For some reason, he cares about me. and on a good day, i feel like i might become everything he sees in me. it is because of that, and it is because of about a million other reasons that he pretty much means the world to me.

24.No matter how long it takes, it will get better. no matter how many tears there will always be a time when your eyes stop crying and your eyes start shining again. just know that everything will be alright no matter what you, he, or her thinks. because life is nothing but a big elastic band. stretched to one end, it will always bounce back the beginning, in the end.

25."that girl" that was crazy enough to go out on her own and do it all. I want to be remarkable, breathtaking and insane in all the best ways. I want to be anything but
ordinary, because the idea of leaving the world without making a difference scares the shit out of me.

26. In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all there love on someone like you, like I did.

 

27. The thing is... you make me so happy, you know exactly what to say at exactly the right times. You don't judge me, you stick up for me. You agree with what I am saying, even if I sound stupid- anything to stop an argument. I feel safe when I talk to you. I like how you're always there for me. I love how you know how I am feeling, or how you know what not to say when I feel a certain way. I love your smile, and the way you laugh at my stupid jokes. I like how we joke around, and bull each other. I love you, so so much. I need to be with you forever. You make me so happy. I just hope I make you feel the same. I love you.

28.I was crying and screaming and trying to push you away but you just held onto me tighter. and for the first time you just held onto me tighter, and for the first time in my life, i knew what it felt like to have somebody care.

29. I miss you most when I'm driving alone and that song comes on the radio. You know, the one you always used to sing to me, no matter how much grief I gave you. You always sang it and I always smiled at you.

30. You know what? You should break up with me for her. You should go out with anyone your heart desires because, eventually, I know what will happen. See, you're gonna be with all those other girls, but none of those girls are gonna be like me. I'm different than all of them. You're going to realize that.

31. Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. This person is one you could forever talk to. They understand you in a way that no one else does or even could. This person is your soul mate, your best friend. Don't ever let them go, for they're your guardian angel sent from heaven above.

32. It's those moments when you drive around in a car full of friends around a town too small for you. You gasp for breath between laughs. It's those moments where you get high off just breathing in so deep, you feel your lung starting to get cold. for a second, that one split second, you don't care at all. you don't care about school, about parents or about money, about rules, or broken hearts. who you care about are the kids sitting next to you. cause it's all we really need isn't it? those kids next to you, the ones who make you feel invincible even at your weakest points.

33. We will always want something more than what we've got. But face it, whatever happens, happens. And whatever we are given, we need to hold onto that with all of our might. Because that's it. That's what we were given, what we've been trusted in to keep, to treasure, to take care of and to love with all of our hearts. We need to appreciate every little thing we've got because, well, it's all we've got. It's okay to dream, but first you need to treasure reality in all its beauty.

34. It’s not like I’ll never see you again. I finally realized. Yeah, it’ll be hard, but life moves fast-we’ll see each other again. I know that. I can feel that. Just like I can feel how much you care for me and how much I love you. I know in my heart that this isn’t over and that we’ll make it through this. Granted, lots of couples don’t, but they don’t have what we have.--Nicholas Sparks

 

35. I couldn’t ever begin to tell you why we were best friends, because you wouldn’t understand. It’s made up of all of our, you had to be there times and our blonde moments. It’s made up of our laughs, fights and hearts. It’s made of the smiles that just come to our faces when we’re with other people because something reminded us of something we did together. I can’t really give you any better reason or explanation other than; she has just always been there.

36. Sometimes when I look at you, and you're looking back at me, I can see something. This teeny-tiny hint of something more, something you're feeling but can't say. When our eyes meet, it's like we're instantly connected. And I know no one catches it but me and you, but I like it that way. It's like our own little secret, a place we go to when everything around us is crazy and we just need some semblance of normal. There are times when I want nothing more than to look you in the eyes, cause it's when we're looking at each other in silence that we end up saying the most.

 

37. The good times and the bad times both will pass. It will pass. It will get easier. But the fact that it will get easier does not mean that it doesn’t hurt now. And when people try to minimize your own pain you’re doing yourself a disservice. Don’t do that. The truth is that it hurts because it’s real. It hurts because it mattered. And that’s an important thing to acknowledge to yourself. But that doesn’t mean that it won’t end. That it won’t get better. Because it will.

 

38. I just keep telling myself that there will be a significant moment when I finally know what to do.

 

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To every single person who is about to read this post. Do not lose hope. Find that one thing that takes your breath away and makes you believe in better days. For me, it's a sunset. Without hope this crazy world is very lonely, so hold on to hope, hold on to your dreams and stay forever strong, even when you are weak. You are never alone. Enjoy the update.

1. I know you messed up, but I was willing to forgive you because that's how happy you made me. But you gave up, you just didn't fight for me. You backed out when one thing went wrong, and that's what hurts the most. You saw me and looked right through me, I was invisible. And now, all I have to say is fuck you. I'm so over you.

2. The only way to get what you really want is to know what you really want. And the only way to know what you really want is to know yourself. And the only way to know
yourself is to be yourself. And the only way to be yourself is to listen to your heart.

3. Things don't go wrong and break your heart so that you can become bitter and give up. They happen to break you down and build you up, so that you can be all that you were intended to be.

4. Do you believe in fate? do you believe that some people are just meant for each other, or that they are not? do you believe that the things life throws at us were done so deliberately, that everything happens for a reason and every occurrence is a sign?

5. Whenever you leave something you loved so much that meant the entire world to you, there comes a long process in reaction to it. you are thrusted into  something that feels like you have never been before, but it is the exact same place you have been in. sometimes your heart needs a long restart to realize how it feels to be off your sleeve, and back in your own chest.

6. No one has the right to tell you who you are & control your life, cause it's yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us & change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you know what is right for yourself, you have the power, you make the choices &learn. Each experience we go through in life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes, why is it so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. It's past news. Everythinghappens for a reason & without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength? It's only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can actuallyput up with & deal with before we eventually break.

7.Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... it has no survival value; rather it is one of those things which give value to survival.-The Four Loves -- C.S. Lewis

8. I want someone who won't care that I hate wearing shoes, that I'm incapable of sitting still, that I am a complete neat freak and I refuse to be ladylike. someone who realizes that half of the decisions I make are usually ones I regret. and I have the right to overreact at any given moment. I want someone who knows how completely insane I am, and he wouldn't want me any other way.

9. In French, you don’t really say "I miss you." You say "tu me manques," which is closer to "you are missing from me." I love that. "You are missing from me." You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.

10. At least I expected the disappointment, right? I mean, I can't say I was surprised you hurt me once again. But I can't say it hurt any less, either.

11. If this is what you want, I am fine with that. but please don't ever come back. you had your chance.

 

12. The best things in life don't happen unless you take risks. Risk yourself and throw your heart out onto the table. Be who you are and hope people accept you, and if they don't, too bad. Always be real, never fake. Smile when you're happy, cry when you're sad. Never hold emotions inside. Let yourself risk getting hurt. Let yourself try something new. Follow your heart and do what you feel is right, not what other people tell you to do. Fall in love, take a chance, and hope the other person feels the same. Love is a risk. It could bring either pleasure or pain, sometimes both. Life is a gamble and you never know what it'll bring. Live in the moment and don't dwell on the past. Find the good in everybody. Think positive and do positive. Break the rules and take the chance of getting caught.

 

13. We deny that we're tired, we deny that we're scared, we deny how badly we want to succeed. And most importantly, we deny that we're in denial. We only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe, and it works. We lie to ourselves so much that after a while the lies start to seem like the truth. We deny so much that we can't recognize the truth right in front of our faces.

14. It's true what they say, that if you stop worrying about the one who doesn't see your worth, your eyes are going to open up to the one who's been there all along, the one who looks at you like you put the stars in the sky. all it takes is for you to stop worrying about that one who hurt you, to shift your focus, and things will seem a whole lot brighter. because, just because one boy can't understand what he gave up doesn't mean everyone is that way. i guarantee there's someone out there right now that is just waiting for you to open your eyes.

15. You're amazing, you know that? You see me breaking, falling apart, so full of hatred, and yet you love me. You see me crying, weak and yet remain unphased. I don't know how you can love me, but whatever it is, I hope it doesn't go away.

16. I wanna do something that matters. Say something different, something that sets the whole world on it's ear. I wanna do something better, with the time I've been given, and I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life and leave nothing less than something that says I was here.

 

 

17. I love the way you look at me. especially when i say something really stupid. you have this "why do i put up with you" look. but, right after that it's the "it's because i love you" look. then the "i must be insane to love you" look. and finally the "i must seriously be insane" look.

18. you're exceptional the way you are. don't need to change for nobody. you're incredible, anyone can see that. when will you believe that? you are nothing but exceptional.

19. Don't give up okay? I know you've been hurt, I know how it feels. Believe me, I do. But the feeling will pass. The tears will stop falling. Your heart will heal itself. I promise you it will, so hold on. Don't let go, don't lose hope because I promise you'll find someone who will treat you right the way he never did. Someone who will never ever leave you, the way he did. He'll be worth the wait, so hang in there, you deserve to be happy.

20. and even if we never talk again, please remember that I am forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me.

21. I'm really happy for you. Honestly, I really am. You've found someone, well not technically, she's always been there for you but because of me, you've never been able to see that until recently. She loves you a lot, I can tell. And I can also tell that you really do care alot about her. Obviously more than you cared for me. And I'm not saying that with any bitterness or hatred. 'Cause really I am truly happy for you. I still care about you, but you're happy. So I have nothing to worry about right? You're happy, that's all that matters. But it's been so long since we've really had a heart-to-heart conversation. And I have to admit I miss those late night phone calls, your voice whispering to me at 3 AM in the morning. But I'm sure you have those moments with her too. You make me wish I had a time machine. You two make me jealous, seeing you two so happy together. You guy's aren't your everyday, average couple, you guys really are something special. After all you've put her through. After every time you reassured me you'd never be with her. Here you are, two years later absolutely head-over-heels in love with her. And I can't blame you. 'Cause after all this time, she stuck around. She never gave up. I don't know how she did it, because I could barely put up with you. Maybe it was her knowledge of patience, her tolerance. Unlike me on the other hand, impatient and ignorant. Maybe you just needed someone to really love you, flaws and all. That was something I could never do. I wish you both the best, I know you guys will last. That's what you call love.

 

22. "Instead I watched him slip away, I watched him fade into a memory cause I knew that was best. I knew my heart couldn’t take it anymore and I knew I’d be alright without him. Tears trickled down my face as he vanished into the distance. It felt like each step he took was a memory fading, a promise breaking, and a love dying. I was okay. He went his way and I went mine though the memories were left behind, about a silly girl and foolish boy in love."

23. That's it, that's how it ends. No looking back, no holding back. No goodbyes and no smiles. Because, that's life. You don't get a chance to ever really tell someone how you feel because you never have the guts until it's too late. And you don't realize just how much you love them until you lose them. Not until the last second do you understand how incomplete you are without them, how incomplete you are always going to be.

24. You know what I think we are most afraid of? Not knowing. Not knowing whether it's all really worth it. Not knowing if you should give up or keep fighting. Not knowing why you do things you do; not knowing the purpose. It's like when you're little and you touch the stove and get burned, because you didn't really know that it was hot. Not knowing has always hurt us, from the very beginning.

25. I need my life to mean something. We all have ups and downs, mine just seem a little more frequent. I don't want to be stressed out over boys or school or friends anymore. I deserve to be happy; and I deserve someone who loves me; unconditionally. I know I'm no saint and I've made mistakes in my life. Everyone makes mistakes. I just need to be anywhere but here.

26. Everything will be okay. Think about happened a year ago today. You probably can't even remember. Everything that seems important now won't be anymore. Things find a way of working themselves out. Things aren't as impossible as they seem. Don't think about how broken your heart is right now, don't think about how things won't work and how hard everything seems to always be. You have two moving feet and a heart that beats. Use your feet and go find someone or something to make your heart happy. Everything is going to work out. Whatever happens is what is what is supposed to happen. Maybe it won't always work out, I can't promise you that it will. But there is no reason to believe you won't be okay. There is no reason to believe everything won't work out.

27. You over-think things. You say, "What if we're not meant to be?" Well, you know what? So what? Make a mistake with me. Nobody goes through this life and does everything perfectly. We're all going to fail, so you might as well make a mistake with me. Sometimes when we take a chance that has this much at stake, we look back and in hindsight what seemed wrong looks more like right. So I say worse case, we'll be left with a lot of good memories. This chance we have, well, it's worth that, so come on. I'm telling you, the right thing to do is make a mistake with me.

 

28. Sometimes, people drift apart and you go days without thinking about the person who you talked to everyday for upwards of six months. Sometimes, you don't see or talk to the person who knew you best, the person who made your heart skip a beat, the person who gave you butterflies, for weeks. Sometimes, you completely forget about them and give up trying to rekindle any sort of friendship or relationship and regret ever letting them walk away. And then sometimes, if you're lucky, you drift back.

 

 

 

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